The Unacceptable Truth by BlackTongue9, literature
Literature
The Unacceptable Truth
do you still believe in fairy tales?
when you know life isn't fair
when that everything is a mess around you
and you still want to be the Mr.Nice guy
if life isn't fair,then it won't be for you too
let yourself fucking loose
when you see bastards living like lords
and good people lost in endless storms
and everyone is hypocrit
but it's not just the others
your family and your friends are too
so as you...
the hell is full,so now the demons
live in the earth
love is a shit
unless you're a lucky
and have a relationship till the end of your days
otherwise you'll die alone
you'll be broken,cheated,hated,beaten,rejected
get the fuck over
emotions don't come out
this hurricane you'll never see
this is the thousand time I bleed
but you'll never know...
it's buried inside
too deep...
I hit the rock bottom...
I'm sorry...
I love but I can't tell
What do I do?
I want to lie down in peace
but my home is getting dirty,
but still my home sweet hole...
my screams aren't heard,
I guess it'smy fault...
afraid of human contact
I am not what you think
but you'll never know
how dark is my soul
(heartless,apathic,disturbed)
Broken,Worthless And I Can't Show What I Am by BlackTongue9, literature
Literature
Broken,Worthless And I Can't Show What I Am
I am just a guy from a broken family with no one to count on,
I don't have good relationships with people,I don't have too many strong bonds,
with friends or family,I haven't really touched someone's heart,
I am not capable of that,and just a few could touch my heart in my entire lifetime,
and I will never forget them for that...But I am just another guy, I am easily replacable,easily forgettable,People do not miss me for too long,not even shed a tear for me ,I will not even be remembered by the things I made,which is nothing...
I am kinda a loser,a failure,and that hurts,but I don't blame them or blame me,this is just how life is,and I do ha
I gotta struggle within
To not blind with rage
To keep my own self safe
I gotta control
To not hate everything and everyone
Between forget and missing you
Between hating and loving you
I Can't decide what to do
Deceiving all the basic human nature
Struggling and erasing all the emotion
I Know there is lots of poison inside of me
Struggling ...
Healing my own scars ...
Getting up by my hand...
I already have practice on that
C'mon ,I am strong
I can bury those feelings
To not blind with rage,
Drown in sadness
like all those quitters I see
I can't let myself be doomed
I won't let anything be the death of me
I might be the last to get
Self Made Happines(Loosing Sanity) by BlackTongue9, literature
Literature
Self Made Happines(Loosing Sanity)
Can you see my soul?
Because I don't fucking care anymore
Endless pain never ends
I can't see no more what I have inside
Full happiness made by love it's just a fantasy
But I don't need much,
I don't need anybody
I don't care anymore
I don't care about myself
I am so insane
I just keep drowning deeply in music
Cause I have nothing better to do
Fuck this,
Fuck you all,
My heart is now despicable
He is tired of believing,loving,being in pain
He is tired of make what is right
you can smash it,smack it,broke it
I will not fall down
I do whatever the fuck I want
Fucking my health,I don't care
Who would?
I found my self made happiness
Otherewi
Life never gave me anything
Life never had retributed my effort
I am like a toy on his hands
Never gave me love
Never gave me long,deep friendships
Money,beauty,luck,happiness...
It seems like everything goes wrong
Even after all the effort I did
It's like there is nothing for me
No one for me...
Somedays I am down,really down
But I still have a stupid faith
Deep inside,I make myself happy
I feel a strange pride in myself
After all the thousand fails I have made
I know where I can go
I did things I never knew I could
Not much,but it made myself proud
I am happy to be alive,to survive
To still have strenght,after all the conditions
I have b
Finally...You leave my life
Without even saying one single word
you were my worse nightmares
But now I can breathe again
without a knife pointed to my throat
All the pain all the hate will wash away
And I can live free of opression
That I've been for 8 years
Even the air is more clean now
It's not heavy,it's not thick
Like before when I was caged in my own house
But now things will change
you hated me,I hated you
But I am proud of me
I've never collapsed like you expected to
And you will never see
Because you were the one who fell
And was humiliated by itself
I know I am better than you
I am a better person
Because I knew how not to be
OH Mr.Anger
NO,You can't come out
Stop fighting me from the inside
Stop trying...
Cause I won't let you hurt anyone else
I know you are there,big and massive
Ready to hurt
But NO,just stop
You will keep well hidden deep inside my heart
Like it was nothing...
Maybe you can destroy me from the inside
But I will never let you come out
No one can see your presence
but HEY you still have a way out
You just gotta turn into energy,into determination
You still can escape trough my notes played on the guitar
You still can escape from my words written on the paper
You still can lay down to sleep while listining to music
This is the condit
Brave or Not,Weak or Strong? by BlackTongue9, literature
Literature
Brave or Not,Weak or Strong?
Brave or not,weak or strong?
What is exactly courage?
I'm like thinking on that all the time
Cause I am in situations where I do not know what to do,how to act
Am I brave for carrying all the weight of the world on my shoulder
Without even saying a single word?
Or am I coward cause I don't change things,I let them happen
Even if it hurts me a lot,because I don't wanna get angry at anyone
I don't wanna bore the others,I don't wanna complain
So Is it brave to suffer almost in silence,without complain?
Or is is brave to put things straight,show how I feel
Even if the things might get worse?
Am I weak or strong?
Apparantely I look strong
B
Those eyes
They freak me out
They hate me so much
I can feel the hate and the pain...
They like to burn me on the inside
But at the same time I freeze
Just looking at this eyes...
It's like hell
Those heavy eyes...
I've never saw something like that
They destroy me
They penetrate my mind
I can't think
I can't breath
I can't live with it
The Unacceptable Truth by BlackTongue9, literature
Literature
The Unacceptable Truth
do you still believe in fairy tales?
when you know life isn't fair
when that everything is a mess around you
and you still want to be the Mr.Nice guy
if life isn't fair,then it won't be for you too
let yourself fucking loose
when you see bastards living like lords
and good people lost in endless storms
and everyone is hypocrit
but it's not just the others
your family and your friends are too
so as you...
the hell is full,so now the demons
live in the earth
love is a shit
unless you're a lucky
and have a relationship till the end of your days
otherwise you'll die alone
you'll be broken,cheated,hated,beaten,rejected
get the fuck over
emotions don't come out
this hurricane you'll never see
this is the thousand time I bleed
but you'll never know...
it's buried inside
too deep...
I hit the rock bottom...
I'm sorry...
I love but I can't tell
What do I do?
I want to lie down in peace
but my home is getting dirty,
but still my home sweet hole...
my screams aren't heard,
I guess it'smy fault...
afraid of human contact
I am not what you think
but you'll never know
how dark is my soul
(heartless,apathic,disturbed)
Broken,Worthless And I Can't Show What I Am by BlackTongue9, literature
Literature
Broken,Worthless And I Can't Show What I Am
I am just a guy from a broken family with no one to count on,
I don't have good relationships with people,I don't have too many strong bonds,
with friends or family,I haven't really touched someone's heart,
I am not capable of that,and just a few could touch my heart in my entire lifetime,
and I will never forget them for that...But I am just another guy, I am easily replacable,easily forgettable,People do not miss me for too long,not even shed a tear for me ,I will not even be remembered by the things I made,which is nothing...
I am kinda a loser,a failure,and that hurts,but I don't blame them or blame me,this is just how life is,and I do ha
I gotta struggle within
To not blind with rage
To keep my own self safe
I gotta control
To not hate everything and everyone
Between forget and missing you
Between hating and loving you
I Can't decide what to do
Deceiving all the basic human nature
Struggling and erasing all the emotion
I Know there is lots of poison inside of me
Struggling ...
Healing my own scars ...
Getting up by my hand...
I already have practice on that
C'mon ,I am strong
I can bury those feelings
To not blind with rage,
Drown in sadness
like all those quitters I see
I can't let myself be doomed
I won't let anything be the death of me
I might be the last to get
Self Made Happines(Loosing Sanity) by BlackTongue9, literature
Literature
Self Made Happines(Loosing Sanity)
Can you see my soul?
Because I don't fucking care anymore
Endless pain never ends
I can't see no more what I have inside
Full happiness made by love it's just a fantasy
But I don't need much,
I don't need anybody
I don't care anymore
I don't care about myself
I am so insane
I just keep drowning deeply in music
Cause I have nothing better to do
Fuck this,
Fuck you all,
My heart is now despicable
He is tired of believing,loving,being in pain
He is tired of make what is right
you can smash it,smack it,broke it
I will not fall down
I do whatever the fuck I want
Fucking my health,I don't care
Who would?
I found my self made happiness
Otherewi
Life never gave me anything
Life never had retributed my effort
I am like a toy on his hands
Never gave me love
Never gave me long,deep friendships
Money,beauty,luck,happiness...
It seems like everything goes wrong
Even after all the effort I did
It's like there is nothing for me
No one for me...
Somedays I am down,really down
But I still have a stupid faith
Deep inside,I make myself happy
I feel a strange pride in myself
After all the thousand fails I have made
I know where I can go
I did things I never knew I could
Not much,but it made myself proud
I am happy to be alive,to survive
To still have strenght,after all the conditions
I have b
Finally...You leave my life
Without even saying one single word
you were my worse nightmares
But now I can breathe again
without a knife pointed to my throat
All the pain all the hate will wash away
And I can live free of opression
That I've been for 8 years
Even the air is more clean now
It's not heavy,it's not thick
Like before when I was caged in my own house
But now things will change
you hated me,I hated you
But I am proud of me
I've never collapsed like you expected to
And you will never see
Because you were the one who fell
And was humiliated by itself
I know I am better than you
I am a better person
Because I knew how not to be
OH Mr.Anger
NO,You can't come out
Stop fighting me from the inside
Stop trying...
Cause I won't let you hurt anyone else
I know you are there,big and massive
Ready to hurt
But NO,just stop
You will keep well hidden deep inside my heart
Like it was nothing...
Maybe you can destroy me from the inside
But I will never let you come out
No one can see your presence
but HEY you still have a way out
You just gotta turn into energy,into determination
You still can escape trough my notes played on the guitar
You still can escape from my words written on the paper
You still can lay down to sleep while listining to music
This is the condit
Brave or Not,Weak or Strong? by BlackTongue9, literature
Literature
Brave or Not,Weak or Strong?
Brave or not,weak or strong?
What is exactly courage?
I'm like thinking on that all the time
Cause I am in situations where I do not know what to do,how to act
Am I brave for carrying all the weight of the world on my shoulder
Without even saying a single word?
Or am I coward cause I don't change things,I let them happen
Even if it hurts me a lot,because I don't wanna get angry at anyone
I don't wanna bore the others,I don't wanna complain
So Is it brave to suffer almost in silence,without complain?
Or is is brave to put things straight,show how I feel
Even if the things might get worse?
Am I weak or strong?
Apparantely I look strong
B
Those eyes
They freak me out
They hate me so much
I can feel the hate and the pain...
They like to burn me on the inside
But at the same time I freeze
Just looking at this eyes...
It's like hell
Those heavy eyes...
I've never saw something like that
They destroy me
They penetrate my mind
I can't think
I can't breath
I can't live with it
I've quenched my love for so long
I wouldn't let myself love anyone
And then I met you
And broke the seal on my heart
And I dared
Dared to love you
Dared to risk my heart
Dared to risk another's heart
Dared to bet it all on you
Devotion is something I struggle with
Fear to give myself fully away
Fear to not keep anything back for myself
But I want to let you know my life
To let you know my love
To let you know my heart
I want you there as my shelter in this life
My concrete in this world of sinking sand
A foundation in which I can rest
I know I'm supposed to be strong
I'm know I'm not supposed to cry
But sometimes that's not how it is
You mak
I remember memories of a distant world...
There they were, running, jumping, as they were just one...
It didn't take me long to figure out who the girl running and jumping was...
I knew I remembered that smile from somewhere but it still took me a few seconds to realise that the smile on that girl's face was the same as mine, she was me, only difference, she still had light inside her soul, dreams in her mind and love in her heart...
After having several times the exact same memory I started wondering why my brain got stuck in such unpredictable memory...
Little did I know that the smile on that girl's face would change my life...
I found you
Every rose has its thorns,
But if we remember only the thorns,
We will forget the beauty that is the flower.
We will forget the softness of its petals,
We will forget the sweet smell that it brings,
We will forget the plump crimson redness that brings the beauty.
The thorns are only one part of the beautiful flower,
You can’t let your fear of the thorns,
Take you away from the beauty of the flower.
Remember that the Rose has its soft petals,
It’s sweet scent,
The crimson red of the beauty,
The thorns are only one part of the Rose.
Sweet, soft, beautiful, and thorny.
Aren’t we all just a rose?
"Attention seeker."
As I slide the knife across my tongue
The poison resting in my lungs
Fighting till the war's been won
But you're right, this is all done for fun.
The rope around my neck as I pull it tight
The struggles I face as I die to fight
And slowly, I fade off into a dark night...
Goodbye, smiles, goodbye, light...
Dying, breaking, losing sight
Of all that's proper, all that's bright
With all my strength and all my might..
I mean, I do this for attention.. right?
Do You Remember? by CanadianFireandIce, literature
Literature
Do You Remember?
Do You Remember?
When we first started talking?
The first thing you said was an insult.
Shouldn't I have taken that...
and realized,
you would only bring hurt?
Shouldn't I have run
Fast and far away from you?
When you started to make me feel special?
You pushed me.
I should have known then
you would only end up pushing me
over the edge.
Shouldn't I have run
Fast and far away from you?
When you went too far?
I believed in you by now.
I loved you...
I wanted you to be happy.
you took advantage of that,
didn't you?
Shouldn't I have run
Fast and far from you?
When you left?
I was so cold,
so alone.
So scared.
You left me broken...
trying
Tell me again:
I want to hear about
the colours you carry
beneath your skin
and the way your parents betrayed
the promise nested
in your chest.
Tell me again that brokenness
skips a generation in your family-
that you are made whole
once the old generation passes,
and the way your mother decays
is an assurance
blessing you.
Tell me again that oaths sworn
will protect you
and the ways you've fallen,
a flattened souffle,
will stay secret--
when the evening breaks
and washes you clean,
still you will wear your sins.
Tell me again
and live anyway.
I know your type
we all do
I just wanted to ignore this
particularly in you.
You laugh and you cry
a little too much.
That's because, that's all you are.
Drama
Drama
Drama
Little drama queen,
come down and play
and fight with me.
I won't bite,
I swear I’ll be nice.
Oh no, I lied.
'Cause i know your type.
So don't start with me.
Or do. I dare you to.
Come, bat your eyelashes,
Or
Try to make me feel bad,
I'll wait.
Finally I'll say:
"Aren’t you glad you crossed my way?"
You will wish you never dared
To play against me.
I usually don't trash people
Through my poetry.
I also hate rhymes.
But it's an exception for you.
See, I li
Why?
Why did you do this to yourself?
you don't deserve this...
Stop hurting your flawless skin.
No, please, not again!
Why not?
I deserve this.
No one will ever see it.
I need to do it again.
I need to hurt again.
Why?
Its all I know.
Hi there!
Well I am Doca. I'm from Potugal
I really enjoy art
I love reading poems and texts and stuff
I have no talent for that but I will try do to some
I feel the need to express myself,cuz normally I can't
and nobody understands me and then i'm judged.
My biggest dream is to become a famous musician
I play guitar.
I love metal and rock
Music is something very important in my life
I dont know,music makes me I dont Know...
But its something more than beautiful,it is my passion
Anyway as I said I got no talent to write
but I will just write what is in my mind
I hope you like it!^^
Hi there!
Well I am Doca. I'm from Potugal
I really enjoy art
I love reading poems and texts and stuff
I have no talent for that but I will try do to some
I feel the need to express myself,cuz normally I can't
and nobody understands me and then i'm judged.
My biggest dream is to become a famous musician
I play guitar.
I love metal and rock
Music is something very important in my life
I dont know,music makes me I dont Know...
But its something more than beautiful,it is my passion
Anyway as I said I got no talent to write
but I will just write what is in my mind
I hope you like it!^^